Wednesday, January 24, 2007

i don't like wednesdays. cos wednesday is the day which i feel stupid, don't know anything at all and very demoralized. cos wednesday is the only day i go to school for classes. and those exchange students in the classes (they are in both my classes! sheeeeeesh!) love to answer questions and they are right most of the times. =( this makes me feel worthless, really like a bimbo...except that i don't have the figure to be a bimbo. =((

i felt even more stupid today cos i wasn't sure of the answer to a fundamental question. =((((((((((( don't like it ahhhhh!!!! this makes me question myself the rest of the day. =( but luckily, the exchange students aren't all that mighty! cos at least i know something they don't know! bwahahahaha! =D this is really rare so i must note it down. hahaha..sounds petty but yeah, it's really 千载难逢 leh! they have no idea who LKY is and the current mayor of New York. hehe. i know it's not very impressive knowledge and probably has nothing to do with finance, but just indulge me can? haha. =)

but i still feel stupid leh. sianzzz..but well, on a positive, i would say that i've learnt something through stupidity bah. heh...=D anyway, somehow i don't feel very excited when the prof was talking about which top student is working in which top bank as some top banker or whatever. it doesn't psyche me up. well, i suppose all of us really have different dreams. he's talking about the top female banker in citibank and how amazing she is. i agree that her accomplishment is one in a million but that doesn't aspire me to be like her. am i weird or what?? and perhaps it's cos i know that i can never reach that stage as my results aren't even good enough in the first place. hmm..
travelled around the world at 11:58 PM